Sanctuary

but lets face it, Im probably NOT.  And Im gonna have to watch you get yer fuckin heart ripped out and dashed all over the rocks below.  Which is complete bullshit, because I am your friend and I love you, and I would walk over hot coals TWICE to see you get what you want. And I know you think its her, and I get why, I really do cuz Ive never seen you like this, but you, my friend are pussy-drunk and you have lost sight of the reality of this situation. Which is- shes actively planning her wedding to another man and SLEEPING WITH YOU. Christ, baby, do you NOT see how FUCKED UP that is?????  Its one thing to cheat, I dont judge for that cuz you never know a persons motivation. But PLANNING a wedding????  WHAT ARE YOU DOING??????? If Im so wrong about her then lay the bitch down an ultimatum. CALL IT OFF, CANCEL THE RESERVATIONS, AND TAKE OFF THAT RING, OR STOP. CALLING. ME. How do you ever trust someone after this????

Youre Superman. I get it. I do. And I also get that Im inevitably gonna lose you, Cuz thats what men do. They get involved then I become ‘a threat’, then my phone stops ringing and I get to miss you forever. My heart is COVERED with those grave stones. But I would gladly let you go, to someone who I knew was gonna give you the family you want, and love you the way a real woman should.  But this girl is a loaded gun, pointed at your head. I swear to god, I hope Im wrong. But I never am when it comes to you. But either way Ill be here. Ill hold yer hand and mop up that broken heart just like I always have. Or Ill dance at yer wedding.  Whatever happens. Just dont forget to call me, and tell me yer okay. Cuz if you werent, I think I would just die.